To Feel Alone

[bigted]

What up y'all I wrote this a couple months ago when I was frustrated about being ignored by the girl I used to care a lot about, I poured my heart into this song, peep this:

“To Feel Alone”

Written By Big Ted

Hook:

Soon you're gonna be all alone

Cryin' out for someone to make a happy home

What 'bout those days I called you on the phone

And you said you were too busy to talk

Actin' like I wanted to stalk

I leave you with that thought

You can't always get what you want

Verse One:

That's right girl this isn't the time

There was a phase in my life that I would of gave all my time

It was one hard try I attempted and I swallowed my pride

I would of gave you anything you wished, but you only thought about that other guy

You wouldn't spare a moment for me, but for him you always had time

I'm not tryin' to be full of jealousy, that's not gonna bring back the time

Sometimes I wish I could be turning back the hands of time

A part of me thinks that the time I tried for you was a waste

But the other part sees that it was fuel to penetrate

I wouldn't learn if I didn't make mistakes

I don't see how you could have enough friends that you could just turn me away

See they all left, but you now see how Big Ted is the true friend you can't replace

And now of course it's too late, let's see how you feel when you get turned away

[Repeat Chorus]

Verse Two:

Now I don't like to be repeating

During this rhyme I'm gonna keep this short and sweet to hit

You should know that with me I didn't care about creepin'

There was a border line that I wouldn't try exceedin'

Unless you wanted me to do it

But there was a deep meaning to this

Feeling I had for you brewing

My adrenaline would rush everytime before I'd talk to you again

And you know I was tryin' to be cool wit ya boyfriend

I also kept the peace with your parents

Even when they were beefin' at me like I was only callin' you to give me head

Being a pimp isn't the way of my reputation

So that thought was givin' me aggrevation

Yo, it's 'bout time that the tables spin, now you'd understand the way I was feeling

Hook #2:

You'll never know how does it feel

Like those words in that song from D'angelo

See I'm the one who kept it real

But you left me in the cold

Since I've been able to deal

With everything on my own

It's not such an ordeal

But to you it's now a different flow

When the ones you depended on will just go

[bagotrasho]

nice i liked this one

[KevTastic]

Very nice BigTed,

Definately from the inside that one :peace:

[willreign]

mannn I feel u in this song!!! I know the feeling

[Don Jiggy]

i dig it, but stop bitin my rhymes.lol

[bigted]

I'm happy y'all enjoy it 'cause I put a lot into writing this one showing a different side of me that I usually keep on a dl, thanks! :peace:

[J-o-e]

i Liked this one alot ted!!!!

[mfuqua23]

The whole way thru ted, I could feel the focus on what U was sayin'. The fact that U shared some of that D-L wit me, I can really understand where this is comin' from.

[Hero1]

that sum real talk :kool: