DevilsJim89 Posted December 11, 2004 Report Share Posted December 11, 2004 Alright now I dont usually post my life online but i just need to vent out here cuz y'all are my online fam on this board... ----- heres the story....in june this year, i started liking this girl who i worked with at Burger King at the time. She was goin out with my friend Mike for two weeks then he dumped her because they had nothing in common. So like 3 days later she starts liking me and a week later we are going out in july. Shes in 10th grade, im in 11th grade but our bdays only 3 months apart. the summer months and fall months go by and everything is great. we hung out alot and i really thought she was perfect. I loved everything about her and I loved her so much. Now shes only my 2nd girlfriend ever but she was the best. my other one a year in a half ago last 2 months. so this month, dec 1st to be exact, i walk with her in school like normal and i notice something is bothering her because she isnt talking like usual but she said shes "fine and nothing is wrong". So I think nothing of it cuz i figure ill ask her bout it when i got home after hockey. I get home and she IMs me saying we need to talk. we get on the phone and the first words are "jim....we need to breakup". She said shes just stressed out with alotta stuff and shes "not over her past". I ask her to elaborate and she just gives me the "its hard to explain, i dont know" crap. then a week later we talk about it some more and i find out that she still has feelings for her ex-boyfriend richie and they dated for a year on and off during 8th to 9th grade and she says he dumped her many times and hurt her by being dumped....so these past 10 days i have been really upset because i thought she was the one and i really loved her. plus shes been avoiding me in school cuz she "needs time to get over me". So now...i find out tonight she and richie are at the movies and i know their prolly hookin up and im just waiting for her to come online and ill read her profile that says something like "<33 richie 12.10.04" or along the lines of that. and if that does happen or they become a couple in the next few days, that proves shes a damn hipocrit because she says we "kinda rushed" since we went out like 10 days after my friend mike broke up with her. they were friends while we was goin out (robyn n richie) but i never suspected this. :bang: Now why the hell would she go back to someone who emotionally hurt her a few times? I dont freakin get that. What should I do? One half of me just wants to tell her off and forget her but the other half wants me to just be her friend as much as it kills me. its so hard to move on. damn 4 months and 2 weeks down the freakin drain...and just to think that the 17th woulda been 5 months! :bang: but damn! why'd YOU become such a bitch? ---and i never thought FP's "I Loved You" song would ever relate to me, thanks robyn for proving me wrong! :daedulus: :daedulus: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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