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Dear Fans, I just wanted to reach out to all of you and explain some of the things that I have been faced with recently. It's so funny how many stories are put out there about people. It's like we all want our side of the story out there as well, but at the end of the day only a few people care to hear what is really going on since the bad is always so much more interesting than the truth. I don't know why, but this is so weird to me. I used to be angry at the tabloids for printing horrible things about me, but now I try to just be numb to what I see. I saw Tyra Banks once get really upset and cry on her show because they made her look fat. We all want a certain image of ourselves out there, and at some point we all do really care what other people think or we wouldn't be here. Recently, I was sent to a very humbling place called rehab. I truly hit rock bottom. Till this day I don't think that it was alcohol or depression. I was like a bad kid running around with ADD. I had a manager from a long time ago come in and try to direct me and my life after I got my divorce. I was so overwhelmed I think that I was in a little shock too. I didn't know who to go to. I realized how much energy and love I had put into my past relationship when it was gone because I genuinely did not know what to do with myself, and it made me so sad. I confess, I was so lost. This letter is to not place blame on anyone, although I do see the world with a completely different set of eyes now. Being in that vulnerable state and taken to dinners and parties with friends and finding out later you paid for everything was a huge learning lesson for me. I think the whole problem was letting too many people into my life. You never know another persons intentions or what another person wants. I feel I was too open and looking for answers when I had it all to begin with. I have had to cut so many people out of my life. It is so sad, because if anyone is a family person...it is me. When I was little I remember every night watching movies with my family and feeling so at peace. Dancing and singing all the time just like a little girl should. Now recently I find with my children that I want them to have that feeling all of the time. I am having to face a lot of things right now since I have children of my own. A lot of insecurities from when I was little are coming up again. It is like we are never good enough. I know everyone thinks that I am playing the victim, but I am not and I hate what is going on right now so much. Maybe this is the reason for this letter...to maybe allow people to look at me differently. It is like when you are a real woman and say what you feel and how you think things are supposed to be, that people just say you are a "bitch." I feel like some of the people in my life made more of some issues than was necessary. I also feel like they knew I was beginning to use my brain for a change and cut some ties, so they wanted to be in more control of my life than me. I think it is actually normal for a young girl to go out after a huge divorce. I think it was a bigger issue because I had not gone out in such a long time. I am 25 and I do still have a lot to learn, and I am going to make mistakes everyday, and I am sure every mistake I make will probably be on CNN or Good Morning America. I am only human people and I love you for still loving me. I am sitting here at home and it is 6:25 and both of my sons are asleep. I am truly blessed to have them in my life. Everyday is so surreal. Life in general is so surreal and crazy. I just hope this letter made some of you think a little bit more of me and where I am coming from. I just want the same things in life that you want...and that is to be happy. It is just so weird because everyone has their own perception of me and how they think I really am. It is so weird how stories are told. There is your side, my side, and the truth. Somebody has to figure it out. I guess we will never really understand or figure out life completely. That's God's job. I can't wait to meet him...or her. Love, Britney Quote of the month... It is ok to disagree with people regarding certain issues. You’re not being true to yourself if you succumb to others opinions because you feel guilty. http://www.britneyspears.com/

And to think the media didn't bother with FP as a rapper cause they thought he was to ''soft'' and now they've come crawling back to him lol

If this ever does really happen i wanna see them promote it as DJ Jazzy Jeff and The Fresh Prince. I don't wanna see huge letters saying ''Will Smith on tour'' and then it little letters at the bottom of the page ''Feat DJ Jazzy Jeff'' On my conert ticket i wanna see DJ Jazzy Jeff and The Fresh Prince

Will talking about Born to Reign ''I think that these are some of the best tracks that i've ever done'' mmm i wonder if he still thinks that? haha

Mmm the topics could be The rumors about a JJFP album and tour Jeff on tour Loretteville bashing. I just think it's funny lol Talk about I am Legend Just a few suggestions

The only stuff by Eminem that i like is the stuff from is Infinite album. The only other songs i like of his are Lose yourself and Sing for the moment

Didn't he also co-write Miami?

Nas didn't ghose wrote any songs on BWS. He co-wrote a few songs with Will but he didn't write full songs by himself

Actually now that i think of that this kinda thing is allready starting to happen. Cause i was just looking at Da Brakes myspace page and he has 799 friends on there and for an unsigned artist who's trying to get his name out there that's alot. A few years back without the internet it would have been alot harder for aritists like Brakes to get that many people interested in his music and Chester Bennington from Linkin Park have said he've seen bands sell out arena's with over a thounsand seats and they haven't evan been signed by a record label and that's through the power of the internet

With all the downloads that are going on with things such as I-tunes i was just thinking about whether or not CD's will become a thing of the past. In the future i can see there being no record shops atall and the only way people can get albums will be by downloading on I-tunes. Of course this will take years and years and years for it to get to that stage but it did make me think Or maby it will go full circle and it will be ''cool'' again to buy CD's And IF CD's do become a thing of the past would there be any need for new, up and coming artists to get a record deals? Cause all they'd need to do is just put up they're own songs on I-tunes, Myspace etc and then they'd gather a fan base through word of mouth.

Wakes up at 5am and runs 8 miles? Holy crap!!

How do you download from rapidshare? I've never been able to figure that damn thing out lol

Well the good news is that they really want to do it but it's just a matter of finding time

That was awesome dude Funny thing i was just thinking about you and what you were doing in the world of hip hop Great performance

Sounds good Now we can only hope that they actually do something instead of just talking about it lol

Here's the interview were Jeff mentions that he and Will wants to do something in November/December. It's mentioned at the end of the interview http://www.dabrakes.com/Jeff_Interview.mp3 Thanks to Brakes for the interview

Mmm this could be a pile of crap but then again Jeff did say in an interview that he and Will was hoping to do something around the November/December area. But as of right now i'll take it with a pinch of salt

Just to make sure that this does happen i say we all kidnap Will, lock him in the studio and don't let him out untill the track is recorded and finsished Who's with me?

Eminem just stopped caring

I love you i love you i love you

There's been no word for a new Will Smith album as of yet but you never know. Keep your ears open and there have been talk about Will appering on a remix of Brand new funk that Jeff did so keep your ears open for that to

Could somone please tell me the name of the song that's being played during this Spider-man 3 scene http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZBtwiQpaXU Thank you

I didn't evan know there was a chat room lol

I just saw the movie today and it was amazing! It had eveything from action to comedy to drama and with a great story to boot PS. VENOM LOOKS AMAZING!

Why is it that everytime you mention ''Hip hop'' to people they automaticly think of artists like Eminem and 50 Cent instead of real artist like Run-DMC, DJ Jazzy Jeff and The Fresh Prince, Tupac, LL Cool J etc and everytime you mention ''Pop'' to people they automaticly think of artists like The Backstreet boys instead of real artists like Michael Jackson That's just a little pet peeve of mine. Especially the Hip hop thing cause i really wish that the general public would understand that not every rapper is like 50 Cent