J-o-e Posted November 7, 2005 Report Share Posted November 7, 2005 There’s stress in my life than I cant seem to control There’s two different roads and don’t know where to go I look at my life and realised that I did have a choice But as loud as I wanted to scream I just didn’t have a voice One day I wish that I could get what I’ve wanted for ages No one can tell me how I feel so I scrap these pages Get a new pen because I’m sick of my ink running out If people could take a second to hear what I’m really about I don’t like guns because quite frankly I’m not no killer I’ve smoked drugs but I’m not a Doctor I’m not a healer I feel like I’ve had enough of this rap before I started Like I just got a great girl but I already feel broken hearted Just sick and tired of holding this mic in spite If you see why and how my life is what its like Sometimes I feel so fed up and I just want to cry I’m not ashamed because I’d rather want to die Something’s that I want to say just don’t know how So these are all the reasons that I fell so damn down…. It seems that there’s no where to go One day I wish that I could have a show Forget j-o-e my real name is Joe These are a few reasons why I’m feeling low If I could have the chance to have a wife and a career to juggle Living life in high prospects no more reasoning to hustle Don’t get me wrong I love the life that I had to lead When my dad was out of work it was up to me to feed The family you see I was man of the house, and I was broke Like if I had my last 20 and I’d rather go for a smoke I had to take time to sort out all of my priorities Making cheese in a suspicion of life how its supposed to be I know broken hearts is shameful and its just puppy love But if I die without getting someone I be smiling up above And If I do go and unexpected way like Pac will you remember? Even miss the way that I started school in September I wanted to be remembered as a man who took nothing Because I was never fronting just wanted to get something Look at my life and see that I wasn’t the only one who suffered pain Feels like I’m +Lost+ and wish that I impacted on that plane So even if these lyrics don’t get heard its still a +Documentary+ Ask yourself this is your life expected how you planned it to be? It seems that there’s no where to go One day I wish that I could have a show Forget j-o-e my real name is Joe These are a few reasons why I’m feeling low If I had a child believe me that I would love to kiss her Love the fact that I can’t wait until that I miss her Now I’m going to answer the question why is this so deep? Because the fact remains that I’m afraid when I go to sleep I want to keep going on and even if I don’t it’s a long way Got a long road so that’s all I really got to say I didn’t get a great education but at least I got one Is it so hard to have a normal life and shout at my son? Now answer me this if my flows so cancerous could I be real? Is it so hard to believe that you can care about how I feel I know at times I can be rootless but that’s just in lust I love her so much sometimes I wonder why I let her go Just like I’m doing this too quick and I need to slow down my tempo Feel like I want to break a boards with my forehead Sucker punch a fool who wants me dead price on my head So maybe this is just a bad day or maybe just a bad week No other girls look at me like you do, am I some sort of a freak? Am I that bad maybe I shoud just quit and give in But that doesn’t stop the fact that I’m still living…. What ya'll think? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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