Will Smith & Jazzy Jeff Forum: Replying To PRAYER AND SUPPORT CIRCLE - Will Smith & Jazzy Jeff Forum

JumpinJack AJ, on 02 June 2009 - 08:24 AM, said:

Trust me, I know what you are going through. The best thing is to make sure that you are doing things that make you happy. To worry about everything is going to drive you insane. If anything buy a notebook and just write, it can be poetry, random thoughts or whatever. You'll see in a few months, when you look back, that you were worse when the notebook started. Also, find some time to yourself, even if its a couple of hours a week, just go into a local park or your backyard, just find a place to be alone and look at the clouds just go by. Trust me, it'll do you a world of good. Meds aren't the answer.

Sometimes it is...sometimes it is only cuz things get better thru' actions that could have taken place much earlier so people didn't have 2 say time heals all...ha ha. The weird thing is, tho' i find peace in the promise that is in my heart, i still can't sleep. My whole body is tensed up and after 2 hours of sleep, i just lay in bed and get back back 2 sleep. I don't like 2 take medication. If things continue this way i may consider it.

Other issues in life still weigh me down. My grandparents are having health issues. My dad got laid off from his job again.

Better days are coming dude. Listen to the song Better Days by TQ its a classic that might help you through this.

I am trying to stay positive through a tough time just knowing that time is a great healer.

Ugh...am i the only one dealing with struggles this year?

Anyway, as this year continues, more stuff has stayed the same and my situation with this girl has gotten worse...for no rational reason. Part of me is just demoralized about the whole thing. Part of me isn't that worried because I feel it's all gonna work out soon enough anyway. I gotta be real, there is not a single suicidal bone in my body, but I honestly thing 2 myself everyday that i really don't care if i die. Better dayz are coming....better dayz are coming...

Ha ha...it's the most recently added one where i'm in the suit w/ the pink tie. What can i say, Ladies Love Cool A J.

Glad its all working out for you AJ, i looked on your facebook and there are so many pics of you with women theres no way i can figure out which one it is lol.

keep going AJ, you are proving that hard work and persiverence (i should learn to spell that) can pay off.

Let me share this...

Things have been tough at work. I have a very VERY VERY difficult person that i have 2 work for. I've been dealing with him for a awhile. I get written up often for stupid stuff. Well, none of that is washed away but i've had an amazing amount of business in the past 3 weeks that has cancelled out the lack that we've had over the last 3 months. We were THOUSANDS of dollars down all year. All that cancelled out. We are making plan for the year. To make up that much money in such a short time is NOTHING short of a miracle.

Also, the problems i've been greatly suffering from with the special person who has been in my life that last few years who has changed up their lifestyle for the worse and totally abandoned me is coming back around. She's been contacting me and we hung out the other night. More phone calls, texts, and online conversations have followed. She came in 2 visit me the following day. And last night (the next day), we hung out for the 1st time since November. We went out to a local indi-movie premier that had some of our friends in it which was a formal event. The evening followed with dinner and a long drive. Over the last few days she has talked 2 me alot. Some of the conversations we've had have been a lil' difficult but she's saying and showing plenty that she's gonna wanna give this a real shot in the future.

Life isn't perfect, but it's much better than then as it has been. There's still other issues in my life and work 2 be done, but alot of things related 2 the stuff i've shared here is truely turning around. Thank u for those who have prayed for me and thank u 2 those who continue 2 do so. And those of u who are my friend on Myspace or Facebook, u can see a pic of us from that night in my 2009 albums. Please don't comment it tho'...ha ha...i don't want any more attention on it then there might be from out mutual friends. As far as she is concerned, i'm in the middle and figuring my own stuff out. If she knows i wanna be with her now, it'll only complicate things.

PRAISE GOD!!

That's pretty crazy stuff man. Just keep a cool head AJ.

That's great to hear AJ, it's true that good things come to those who wait